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The "Peaked in Elementary School" EP

by Natty Ward

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1.
In elementary school we would dream And think of growing up—eyes bright like sunbeams When nothing seemed, or even was impossible There was nothing that we were unqualified for Simpler times, simpler rules Back when we all peaked in elementary school “What are your plans for the future?” “Tell me, what’s your dream job?” Well, that’s certainly an interesting question, I’d have to say the first Mayor of Mars! And I’m not even done; that’s not yet it Oh not at all I’d also be Batman and a philanthropist And I’d keep playing music for those that I love And have a family with about a dozen kids Some that I fathered, others adopted from the Martians Oh what a life to live Oh yes, what a life to live The final frontier of ambition A purpose I could believe in So if NASA came to me tomorrow And said “Mr. Ward, pack your bags and let’s go You’ve been picked to help lead the Mars settlement So say goodbye to this planet and all the people who live in Because you’re never coming back No you’re never coming back.” The experiences I’ve not yet had Family and friends, I’d miss them, but alas I’d say “Okay. Let’s do it. I’m in.” To be a part of something greater; help future generations It’s an unlikely and lofty example, for sure But it’s still hard to dream so big anymore Of changing, not just this one, but a whole other world Something we could only dream of back in elementary school
2.
Send Me Out 03:52
To whom it may concern, you’ll find my resume attached Bottom of the inning, it’s Natty at the bat Swinging away like Pete Rose, just trying for a base hit Feel like Danny Glover: “I’m too old for this shit!” But honestly I’ve come a long way from where I started All the while trying to stay openhearted Done a hell of a lot of living in the past three years All these credits in life, learned through the joy and the tears And TA’d by all the people I’ve met Some I love and some I’m chill with never seeing again But here’s what’s up with this little thing called time: It manages and creates us, every day of our lives And when it may seem like forever in the moment it happens It only ever feels like a second looking backwards But now Send me out Rising up and counting down Send me out Never turning back around Send me out Yeah send it out, rise it up, and count it back down ‘Cause I don’t even need an abacus To know the days are counting down to zero for the two of us Turning down jobs, but don’t call me selfish I just think I’m too young to already sell out But whatever I do, gotta make that money These unpaid internships—at least take me out before you fuck me And if you don’t hear from me I’m busy trying to write I hammer out a couple thousand words every night And sometimes put them into songs if they’re something I like Deep in my thoughts, late into the night And people say “Natty Ward, you’re just wasting your time. I mean seriously man, your songs don’t really even follow an aurally pleasing and standard structure typical to music that elicits any kind of popular appeal.” But honestly I just couldn’t care less ‘Cause there are only a few people out there I’m trying to impress And if they never listen at all like I expect Hey, it’s all good ‘cause I’m still coming correct And I’ll keep floating by on all the love that I get ‘Cause if I move just one person then I have no regrets So I’m not expecting you to go and send that letter ‘Cause you don’t even like my college a cappella And I know that more production would make this better But I like it so raw that it gives you salmonella I say it’s all about the hustle and the struggle you lived You can’t be seasoned in a night like some Netflix binge ‘Cause if there’s one thing I learned in calculus It’s that the limit definitely exists for us
3.
We were just some kids Coming up with really shitty stand-up bits Just hoping for a hit Just us kids With our shitty stand-up bits Goals back then they’ve come and gone And people I no longer know Where are they now? Where do we go now? On our final legs of this thing called youth Just looking back at all the misuse Where are we now? Where do we go now? We’re still young there’s time But not for a while If it doesn’t happen in the moment, It usually never happens at all If it never happens in the moment, It usually never happens at all
4.
“I’m still young, there’s time.” It’s the mantra of our youth. Too often when we’re young and just trying to figure out our lives and the directions they will ultimately follow, we use this phrase as a kind of rationalizing crutch. I’m still young, there’s time to figure out my next step. I’m still young, there’s time to pursue that special interest, pursue that one career prospect. I’m still young, there’s time to have that experience, to travel to that one unique place. I’m still young, there’s time to do anything and everything I want to do. I’m still young, there’s time. I’m still young, there’s time. But unfortunately, time stops for no one and the more we keep saying “I’m still young, there’s time,” the more time actually passes and, eventually, we’re not so young anymore, and there’s no more time. Now we can look at that as depressing, or upliftingly motivational. To each his own, but I much prefer the latter. Because I’ve got no time to waste and as I navigate through the final legs of this thing called youth I don’t intend to squander it.
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Yo-yo 03:24
Wind me up like a yo-yo, I was a big hit in the ‘90s Little Palm Beach boy now getting kicked out of Cuban parties And I nailed that lead in my first grade play Been steady performing everything ever since that very day But I’m not gonna say I peaked in elementary school Ain’t on some Doogie Howser shit but I always stayed true And that’s the essence – what everything comes down to ‘Cause even if we don’t win, we’ll never lose But I can’t see into the future, I ain’t so Raven To this day I’m still just nice little Nathan And the goal is to just be able to get paid and Do it all without even one smile faking Sing out I’m about to meet the world, call me Corey Matthews And a real one at that, so air me on MTV2 And I’ll be hitting up the records like 1976 Bruce And what’s the use, let’s just lay back and schmooze And press snooze Ain’t waking up because I’m out of school Spent my time with the APES, like I got locked up at the zoo And amuse the who’s whos, summer beach barbecues Line up the interviews, ‘cause it’s my contest to lose And leave me star-crossed: Juliet and Romeo it Or I’ll head up to the ceiling and Michelangelo it Because I can win or I can blow it Either way I’ll wind myself back up: I’ll yo-yo it Like this Wind myself back up like a yo-yo Through all the loop-de-loops and slow-mos
6.
The Graduate 02:50
I finished—I finally did it Off like Dustin Hoffman in “The Graduate” Which I watched the other night coming off my acid trip Looking at the similarities between me and him My mind still filled with holes I float Under the plastic stars glued within my ceiling folds Mythology wrote: Zeus painted those heroes up in the sky Immortalizing them long after they died So even now we look up and remember their lives Orion chilling up there with a belt the wrong size But I digress... Yeah there are some blatant differences between me And the title graduate in that movie See, I don’t have the luxury like he Of not having to worry about the money I can’t simply lounge around in the pool I don’t have And maybe wait for some kind of connection from my dad While I idly search to find myself—man I’d love that to death But the gift of stagnancy isn’t one I can get But that’s okay My brain drifts along a nostalgia causeway As the Simon & Garfunkel plays Songs I used to teach myself guitar back in the day I watched away Related in other ways Like following your gut—it don’t matter what Knowing what you want, seeing it through, no other thoughts Own separate path—believe what you think Realize it’s time to rely on your own instincts And I guess that’s the true meaning of adulthood: Depending solely on your own judgment Ask advice, for sure, to help reach a decision But in the end know it’s always of your own volition Be gone inhibition! Meditated absolutism But the change of hit is rare, like Rhydon using fissure And I’m not worried, or At least that’s the guise I equip Zeus stopped painting the skies once we quit Caring about him For now I’ll wait for the next word Still graduated, like a cylinder Play it by ear, see where I go Today I’m here, tomorrow who knows Tomorrow who knows
7.
Natty Ward, The Bachelor Artist

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NATTY WARD
THE "PEAKED IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL" EP

This EP consists of reflections on youth and navigating through the final legs of it post-college. We're still young, there's time.

Everything recorded and mixed (predominantly late at night) in my bedroom on GarageBand on my sister's 8 year old MacBook Pro.
Hopefully it sounds raw enough to give you salmonella.

Personnel:
Natty Ward - music & lyrics, guitar, vocals, piano, bass, melodica, beatbox, Danny Glover impression, loud breathing, weird tongue rolling mouth noise thing, self-doubt, gimmicks, friendship, recording & mixing

© ℗ 2016 Natty Ward

Shoutouts:
Willy, JJ, Kat, Tess, Francis, Ryland, Amanda, Sydney, Rachel, All the homies, Danny Glover, Zaxby's, Palm Beach County, UM, ATK, APES, My immune system, The hustle, That one class in middle school that taught me how to use Photoshop, Dustin Hoffman, Honda
...and most importantly, YOU!


Full Background Context for the EP:
Not long ago, I was at a job interview and was asked "what's your dream job?" The more I think about that question, the more far out it seems. "What is your dream job?" When I think "dream job" I think of the things we used to say in first grade when someone asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Few first graders would likely answer with accountant, investment banker, or marketing director. They'd say something like president of the United States, or rock star, or world adventurer, or Batman, or the first mayor of Mars!

Now, however, we know that most of these options are incredibly impractical. A sense of realism sets in and potentially our dream job turns from "Spiderman's sidekick" into accountant. That's completely fine and we all have unique interests and hopes for what we will get out of life. But is this sense of realism sometimes too much? Perhaps it's an indicator of a departure from the wide-eyed ambition of our youth? Maybe we all somehow "peaked" in elementary school, when we had the drive and were qualified for any job or outcome we desired out of life. Or maybe the best is yet to come and we just have to push through the uncertainty of our youth to find it.

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released February 14, 2016

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